Blergh ...
I got a letter in the mail yesterday ... it was good. It was from the Association of Independent Photographers, in connection with that I have applied to the Government Art Scholarship next year. They could not see that I have submitted a picture to "exhibition" all applicants are required to attend, otherwise the application is not accepted. The thing which I had completely forgotten! Fuckin shit ... After I started working, I never had time to either take pictures or have any creativity left at all. Have not devoted to the exhibition, one thought, until I got the letter now. Too late to get printed a picture and had sent it with the frame either, even though they wrote that they had extended the deadline a few days so I would prefer to send again ... in case I sent had been lost in the mail. Whether I reach it, unless I take the train in and deliver it personally. I work for the country while the copy is open, so I do not get no printed image, and it is not certain that Tom had had time to print just when I go there. Fucking shit, there went the opportunity for scholarships right down the drain. The picture to the exhibition had to be "ready for the show" too, that had to be in the frame and with Late ellerno to hang it up. Argh. Oh well ... one had certainly not received any scholarship anyway, so it was perhaps meant to go like that. Otherwise, I wait until next fall back to searching. : / This is how it goes ...
It was in essence a bit strange Christmas this year, Heidi, Amalie and Alex would not be with the mom and Helge, so it was just me and them. But it was nice and there:) Got a nice pile of money, Pirates of the Caribbean II from Heidi, and from Maria, I got Superman Returns, The Ring, Lord of War, Brave Heart and Sin City films I have wished for leenge! Also, I got candlesticks and candles that smell so good that I want to taste them, and something I will choose to call "heroic" underwear. = D Marit ALWAYS able to choose gifts that make me happy! * Very happy with the Christmas Eve * But I still wonder what happens on New Year's Eve ... lissom have not decided anything, and it's not a soul who can say whether they bother to come here or not. Is it going to be so damn hard to just say "no" then?
Kamelot DVD is the best! : D
I am a king of honor
gold and glory
But everythings king must die
Also Been In the garden just and righteous
What is glory I know I've
thorn and taken life and here
Able
a small and simple man
who will trade his karma for my kingdom
a sacrificial rite to render truth
the fire in my soul rejects my wisdom
cause all you do in life comes back to you
I am a king in crisis
counting minutes
there is an ending to my reign
my sins have come to face me
I can feel it
that I have lived my life in vain
and now I know I'll reap
the seeds I've sown
who will trade his karma for my kingdom
a sacrificial rite to render truth
the fire in my soul rejects my wisdom
cause all you do in life comes back to you
am I mad
I feel so void and cold
who can tell
who holds the stories
untold tired and trembling I am descending
goodwill I may have to stay here
and live this life again
